I have to keep telling myself

Maybe things are not over

Maybe it never will

Even though darkness slumbers

I’ve won and earned my price

Selfhate never stops.. it just sleeps sometimes..

I was not happier skinnier. I was not happier smoking, harming myself, isolating or sleeping more.

I can not want back a version of myself I never was.

I’m happier now.

I’M HAPPIER NOW.

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“This is what I like about photographs. They’re proof that once, even if just for a heartbeat, everything was perfect.”

— Jodi Picoult


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